i'm sorry i loved you more than you loved me by TalentedThruHIM, literature
Literature
i'm sorry i loved you more than you loved me
i'm sorry I told you
about all the nights
i stayed up late
staring at the ceiling,
imagining the stars
and your hand in mine
until i fell asleep
without noticing:
i'm sorry my heart
hopped all to high
when you walked by,
and i wanted you
to stop and speak
just a few
purposeful words
just to me;
i'm sorry i cared
when you said
you felt bad
and left you alone
when you said
you were crowded
by all of the noise
clogging your ears;
i'm sorry i whispered
in your unprotected ear,
and told you
i loved you
with the most sincere feelings
anyone could posses;
i just wanted you
to whisper it back...
...but, i know, that was too much to ask.
There you were
Up on your pedestal
Higher than God
I'd even venture to say
You looked down on me
With tears in your
Dark, dark eyes
You cried to me
"Help me, please."
So I reached out to you
As far as I could stretch
But I wasn't
Nearly tall enough
You were so far away
And getting further
"I want to be
Next to you!"
I heard you scream
I told you to climb
Slink you way down
You said that
Was not soon enough
You needed my embrace
My breath
Right now
Directly on you
I watch in horror
As you stepped forward
You closed your eyes
Oh so tight
Braced yourself
And pretended you could fly
You seemed to hover
A moment in midair
You trusted your wi
she laughed with me
through the days
she touched the skin
on my fingertips;
he told me that i
was the most beautiful woman
he stroked my cheek
said i was special;
i couldn't decide
who to love
because he wanted me
but she was amazing;
he touched me
like there was no one else
but she talked to me
like i had a voice;
her cheeks were high
smooth and round
her hair fell short
but her eyes glowed bright;
his chest was flat
and i didn't mind that
his heart was open
and he was taller than me;
we can't get
everything we want
so i settled for him
because he was sweet enough;
she'd never liked girls
she didn't know i did
so there was no way
i co
You Can('t) Touch the Stars by TalentedThruHIM, literature
Literature
You Can('t) Touch the Stars
it's a (terrible) life
to live,
and i am strolling
my way through
(the wreckage of)
everyone's dreams;
i did(n't) dare
to make such
outlandish dreams;
has no one
ever told you
(not) to reach
for the stars;
there's (no) air
in space
just for you, (idiot);
and stars
(are just flames
that) burn
to the touch;
and still you can('t)
touch them,
(stupid);
i bow my head
to (useless) you;
Sinking, Leaving, Slipping, and Screaming For You by TalentedThruHIM, literature
Literature
Sinking, Leaving, Slipping, and Screaming For You
what is buried
underneath
where i stand
who is down there
sinking, sinking;
what is keeping
my shirt dry
the tears keep streaming
down my face
but only my cheeks
are running, running;
what made you
leave me here
in the dust
dry and cracking
why was i the one worth
leaving, leaving;
we are all just
sleepers dreaming
curled at the feet
of our knitting mothers
why do we keep
sleeping, sleeping;
only you keep
me from falling
but you let go
of my small hands
now i am
slipping, slipping;
but i can't hear my self
screaming, screaming...
i'll leave it all
without a word
because leaving
it's the best feeling
i won't wave goodbye
that's not my style
i don't need your approval
over any part of my life
i'll sleep
sweetly tonight
in the back seat
of my cramped car
yes, i'll leave you
and even them
because i don't care
about all of the strings
all the worldly attachments
just give me a car stereo
and a labrador
in the passenger seat
that's all i need
you are my shelter
when i'm acting
like a three year old.
he is my rock
when i know
what i am today.
i let go
of all of the skin
touching me.
i can't breathe
through the musk
of formaldehyde
hanging in the air.
maybe i have sinned.
maybe i have said
something
horribly wrong.
but i won't
ever try
and make it better.
because i
could care less
about how everyone else
suffers
in the acid rain.
in my life
it is my world.
move along
to the next girl.
she's all you want.
Heaven Broke Her Angel by TalentedThruHIM, literature
Literature
Heaven Broke Her Angel
I fell from the heavens,
hitting the ground
at break-neck speeds.
They crowded around
the fallen angel,
broken and shattered.
A child prodded
the dying creature
with a newly-found stick.
He rolled me over
so they could see my eyes,
pale and terrified.
I was cast from my home
with the darkest sneer.
crooned the sly voice
of Michael the archangel,
With my fading eyes
I watched the boy cry.
He clung to my ripped,
dirtied robes
with small little paws.
he sobbed.
The angels have been muted.
We are running from our God,
a murderer and a slaughterer.
I wanted to scream this
to the little child.
But my words were taken
long before my fall
to keep
'Skyscrapers," she whispered, gazing up at a field the towering structures. "They're monstrous!" she grinned and spun with her face to the heavens. She rolled the name around her mouth some more, "Skyscrapers. Sky-scrapers. Skyscrap-ers. Sk-y-sc-rap-ers." I watched her face light up even more as she giggled, a symphony of bells and awkward snorts. "Do you understand the implications of such a name, Adam?"
I simply hummed from my seat on the iron bench.
She leaned over me and pressed her nose excitedly against mine. "Sky. Scrapers." She proceed to explain like she would've no matter my answer. "They literally scrape the sky. They do what
he is gone, hon, he is gone by TalentedThruHIM, literature
Literature
he is gone, hon, he is gone
i curled in the dark, i whispered to myself, about the monsters in my closet, i wanted to tell myself, that i was scared of father, more than all the others, but that would be silly, mother tells me, he is gone, hon, he is gone, i remember her, holding me in her arms, rocking back and forth, muttering the words, over and over, he is gone, he is gone, he is gone, hon he is gone, and i could barely breathe, clutched so tight to her breast, and i would smile, because mother sounds so sweet, when she mutters, over and over, but he still creeps, out of the closet, some times when i am sleeping, he just stands int he darkest corners, too far to rea
i'm sorry i loved you more than you loved me by TalentedThruHIM, literature
Literature
i'm sorry i loved you more than you loved me
i'm sorry I told you
about all the nights
i stayed up late
staring at the ceiling,
imagining the stars
and your hand in mine
until i fell asleep
without noticing:
i'm sorry my heart
hopped all to high
when you walked by,
and i wanted you
to stop and speak
just a few
purposeful words
just to me;
i'm sorry i cared
when you said
you felt bad
and left you alone
when you said
you were crowded
by all of the noise
clogging your ears;
i'm sorry i whispered
in your unprotected ear,
and told you
i loved you
with the most sincere feelings
anyone could posses;
i just wanted you
to whisper it back...
...but, i know, that was too much to ask.
There you were
Up on your pedestal
Higher than God
I'd even venture to say
You looked down on me
With tears in your
Dark, dark eyes
You cried to me
"Help me, please."
So I reached out to you
As far as I could stretch
But I wasn't
Nearly tall enough
You were so far away
And getting further
"I want to be
Next to you!"
I heard you scream
I told you to climb
Slink you way down
You said that
Was not soon enough
You needed my embrace
My breath
Right now
Directly on you
I watch in horror
As you stepped forward
You closed your eyes
Oh so tight
Braced yourself
And pretended you could fly
You seemed to hover
A moment in midair
You trusted your wi
Brutal Lullaby by Thediamondintherough, literature
Literature
Brutal Lullaby
As the agony sets in like a stain of needles
The metal frame of the bed clatters again
I can feel my vertebrae shifting
Scabbed in the throat by my desperate screams
She lays on the floor of cement
Out of my view of sight and I worry
She whispers through the cracks of steel windows
My screams of ache and torture is her lullaby
I'm her brutal lullaby in the darkness
My tears fill the rusted gaps
Her whispers break and become a voice
Her voice devours me and I lose my need to scream
But for her, I will keep her brutal lullaby
And one day she will be able to sleep
Before you... I was a train wreck
A train wreck in the dark of never ending sorrow
Slaughtered by the human race
And ripped apart by loneliness
Bleeding as much as I breathed
I had very little in my life
But it all was nothing less of torture!
(I remember that day...)
You were a vision I thought wouldn't happen
You're a blessing from somewhere
I will never be able to express just how grateful
I am, to have you, a star that never fades
A star I keep, a star I wish on
Now... I have you in my arms, in my grip
I never can get enough of your beautiful lips
Seeing you every day and talking to you every night
I never want to say good bye
You tak
My name's Rose. I enjoy making people laugh and making art of ALL kinds. Yes I will admit VERY freely that I am DEFINITELY not the best, but for me it's still fun. I believe you should be proud of your art, as long as you enjoy it. Of course every artist gets that piece that they look at and go "Did I REALLY just do that? Nasty!" But don't let that piece bring you down.
My Tumblr(where you can find lots of fanart I've reblogged. And lots of gifs...lots of gifs.):
It's been over two years since I've touched this acc. And tbh I will never come back to this Hellsite but it's fun to dissociate and remember what I was like when I was 14 lmao.
But anyways I'll hit u up w life updates: I'm Gay. Got a nice ass bf. Al...
So it's been a long while. A year or more to be honest. And I think that's good. I'm a very different person now. (In some ways.) And I'd like to let you guys in on the journey I've been though, the person I am now. I'm sorry for leaving all of you without even a word...It just sort of happened. And I'm not sure how. Just one day I stopped logging in. So I'm sorry for those who I've abandoned. I do still consider all of you friends. And I remember all of you.
In my absence I've gone through fits of hatred, rage, peace, and doubt. I've been everywhere from nearly become a vicious vile thing to where I am now. And I don't want to really talk a
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[/] You get angry a lot.
[/] You love the hot weather.
[ ] You play a lot of sports.
[x] Out of all your friends you are the most outgoing.
[x] You hate being pushed around.
[x] You are very active.
[/] You get embarrassed often.
[x] You love spicy foods.
Total: 5.5
~BLUE~
[x] You like soft music.
[x] You love mints.
[x] You are very collected.
[x] You love spending time outdoors.
[/] You are mostly organized.
[/] Your favorite season is winter.
[x] You like elephants. (What do elephants have to do with the color blue?)
Total: 6
~GREEN~
[x] You are told that you make people happy.
[x] You help the environment.
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Hey! I know your boyfriend! lol...that didn't sound awkward at all... No, he used to go to my school. So I was on his page, because he's on, and I was like, "HEY IT'S SAGE'S GIRLFRIEND! I'M GOING TO LOOK AT HER PAGE!" So yeah. I was creepin'